My...god..I'm so bored right now.e0
Buuutt I gots a few A's in math! 8D
I'm so proud x3
Ok,I've been sick all week,and it's so fucking
stupid!
And I'm not saying that for people to feel bad for me and shit...I'm just saying it because it's true! ><

This key on my keyboard is brokeded----> :
And I use it the most! >< Damn cola!


Okay,random rant time! (ignore)

She doesn't deserve him! I see him every day and want to be with him so much. It hurts inside so badly.She's gone out with what? Almost every boy in the whole fucking school?! And me...poor..pathetic..useless me .
I've gone out with no one! My entire 14 pathetic years of existence! She likes him! And he likes her back.....that hurts more.That fucking little whore! That fucking wanna-be poser bitch! Thinks she's better than everyone! Thinks she rises above all the rest of us! She pretends to like the same things as him,when I actually do! It hurts! It hurts so much...!! He only sees the make-up and outside beauty,when the most important thing is who you are on the inside! WHO. YOU. ARE. To me I think everyone is more beautiful on the inside! Well if he likes her..and she likes him..then let it be.I'm not getting in the way,no matter how much it hurts! No matter how many fucking times I cry on my pillow every night for him! NO MATTER HOW MANY TIMES I SEE HIM WITH HER AND PRATICALLY DIE INSIDE! [link]. I keep telling myself that..but I just never can do it.I wish people saw the beauty of your heart! I wish this world was't so wrong! But there's no use ranting on. It won't solve anything.Maybe my grieving rage inside,but it won't solve anything.I have to be strong on the inside,and let nothing pull me down.Move on,and stop wanting things I can't have. God put me on this Earth for a reason! I can't just go waist my one chance at living on little wants.So I won't give up,and I'll move along.


I'm sorry! Dx I had to get that out of my system!
Bai!