Hey!

Well..here's the bad news.

My boyfriend broke up with me.
I evidentally was being too jelous for
him, and he got sick of it..
It hurts to know that someone you loved
hates being around you, and wants nothing
to do with you. We were so close and we just started to fall apart.
Well it was my first boyfriend, and I did my best
to love him. But I guess that just wasn't enough.
I cried for three days straight non-stop.
I made a big mistake still trying to talk
to him,thinking he'd take me back, but he got
super annoyed with that, and called me desperate
and annoying. ;( I got mad at him for that
and started to be angrier at him and saying
things that made him feel bad about breaking
up with me. That sure didn't work.
Now he won't even go near me. I keep saying
I'm sorry, but he doesn't believe anything
I say anymore. I don't know who he is
anymore. So I realized that my friends
are right. If that's how he's gona treat
me,then he's not worth it. I just
gave up on him like he gave up on me,
and decided to not even waste my time
trying to talk to him. It hurts, and it
will for some more time, but life goes on.
Even though the pain feels like it'll never
leave.



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Good news!


It's like 2 in the morning, but OH WELL! 8D
I'm in Hawaii right now!
God I almost typed "Oyster" in the Journal title instead of "Other."

Well..back on topic.

It was my birthday March 2nd!
And I had a party and invited , Erika, & Jaz.

Erika was Jesus, and we all had to ask her permission before we did anything, so we hid in my bathroom for like, an hour, surviving on some cookies we grabbed before Erika took me hostage and raped me a few times in the closet.


Wow...


So I've been watching this new-ish show called xxxHolic, and it's REEEEEEEEAALLLLYYYYY amazing! I've been hooked on it non-stop for the past 3 weeks,and I can't get enough! You guys really should watch it. It's WIN!

<3

Hokee,bye.
It's 3 in the morning.

<3 <3 <3

Wow!

So Halloween was greeeaat!

Brittany was Misa!
I was L!
Danie was Tamaki/Mello

At the same time? o0

HAANNNYYWAYYSSS..

I forgot me camera!

So NO PICS.

But Britt's mom took one pic that still needs to be developed!


So yeahh...
I missedthe Zombie walk.
WHAT. A SHAME.

Hoh well! I need to go on a comment rampage!

Seeya'll later! :B

Well...WOW. A lot has been happenig lately! Well,I started Highschool and it. is. a BLAST. I met SO many new friends,PLUS I got a boyfriend! I'm SO happy,because he's SO sweet! I got a new sweatshirt today,too ;] It like, has a rib cage and all the bones and shit on it.I also found out that Avenged Sevenfold and Buck Cherry and Saving Able and Shinedown are coming here on November 5th or 6th,I can't remember.I'm doing a bunch f chores to get money for it,so yeah.On the other hand, I found out that my best friend is pregnant.I was really shocked, because I wasn't expecting that kind of news from her.Especially if the father is a 17 year old! I was really shocked and scared for her,but she seems really oblivious to how hard it's really going to be.Her parents are gona take care of him/her, which seems totally stupid because SHE'S the one responsible. But I guess that's her own fault. Well overall,it's been pretty great.

STOLEN FROM

♥FOUR MOVIES YOU´LL WATCH OVER AND OVER:
1. Sweeney Todd
2. Scary movies 1-4
3. Ghost rider
4. South Park: Bigger,longer & uncut

♥FOUR PLACES I´VE LIVED:
1. A little retarded house
2. An apartment
3. In a box [Jus for one night xD]
4. My current house

♥FOUR CURRENT FAVORITE VIDEOS (LINKS):
1. DN dub Gold collection [link]
2. Cartman cries.XDDD [link]
3. Smosh Hardcore Max [link]
4. Who's that pokemon? [link]

♥TV PROGRAMS I WATCH:
1. Death Note
2. Ghost hunters
3. South Park
4. Family guy

♥FOUR FAVORITE CHARACTERS OF ALL THE TIME:
1. Benjiman Parker aka [Sweeney Todd]
2. Butters [Sout Park]
3. L [Death Note]
4. Squidward [Sponge bob]


♥FOUR PLACES I´VE BEEN:
1. Lewis and Clark Caverns
2. Wyoming
3. California [3 times]
4. Yellowstone National Park

♥FOUR PEOPLE WHO REGULARLY SEND ME MAILS:
1. Danie
2. Karter
3. Brittany
4. Kim

♥FOUR OF MY FAVORITE DISHES:
1. Ramen [chicken]
2. Flaming Wok dish
3. Strawberries
4. Cookie dough icecream

♥FOUR PLACES I WISH I WERE RIGHT NOW:
1. Brittany's house
2. Little Ceasar's
3. Light Yagami's closet
4. In happy land

♥FOUR INSANE THINGS I´LL LIKE TO DO: (but won´t do XD..)
1. Run through the hallways of school screaming
2. Jump on some random person's back
3. Spontaneously combust [Look it up,it's weird!]
4. Die my hair pink again

♥FOUR SONGS I LIKE:
1. "The Clincher" by Chevelle
2. "Lover's requiem" By I am Ghost
3. My darkest hour by Scary kids Scaring kids
4. Becoming the Bull by Atreyu

♥FOUR REASONS TO KEEP ON LIVING:
1. You only got 1 life
2. And it's great
3. So shut up
4. And live it.

♥FOUR THINGS I´LL NEVER DO:
1. Commit suicide
2. Break someone's heart
3. Take drugs
4. Go to jail

♥FOUR UNFORGETTABLE DATES:
1. 9/11 [Honor those people =[ ]
2. Halloween! <33
3. Christmas! <3333
4. My birthday and everyone else's birthday!

♥FOUR FAVORITE DRINKS:
1. Mountain Dew
2. Ramune` [Japanese drink]
3. Strawberry Julius
4. Hawian punch,bitch!

♥FOUR WISHES:
1. To get a boyfriend.
2. To make people happy.
3.To become famous.
4. To become a better artist

♥FOUR THINGS I´LL DO BEFORE I DIE:
1. Marry someone!
2. Get famous!
3. Adopt a whole bunch of puppies! <3
4. Change a life

♥I HOPE THIS YEAR (2008) I CAN:
1. Get a life
2. Buy a costume
3. Get a bf.
4. Do better in school.

♥FOUR TRAUMAS IN MY LIFE:
1. My finger 'sploded in a firecracker
2. I got in a car wreck.
3. My grandpa almost died [Thank Jesus he didn't :3]
4. Idk?

♥I CRY WHEN:
1. Sadness!
2. Someone hurts me!
3. Extreme laughter
4. A sad movie

♥FOUR WORDS THAT DESCRIBE YOU:
1. Overly obessive
2. Spontaneous
3. Hillarious
4. Gullable

People who need some lovin':

My husband!
My lover!
My wife!
My other wife!


And everyone else!!!

STOLEN FROM

♥FOUR MOVIES YOU´LL WATCH OVER AND OVER:
1. Sweeney Todd
2. Scary movies 1-4
3. Ghost rider
4. South Park: Bigger,longer & uncut

♥FOUR PLACES I´VE LIVED:
1. A little retarded house
2. An apartment
3. In a box [Jus for one night xD]
4. My current house

♥FOUR CURRENT FAVORITE VIDEOS (LINKS):
1. DN dub Gold collection [link]
2. Cartman cries.XDDD [link]
3. Smosh Hardcore Max [link]
4. Who's that pokemon? [link]

♥TV PROGRAMS I WATCH:
1. Death Note
2. Ghost hunters
3. South Park
4. Family guy

♥FOUR FAVORITE CHARACTERS OF ALL THE TIME:
1. Benjiman Parker aka [Sweeney Todd]
2. Butters [Sout Park]
3. L [Death Note]
4. Squidward [Sponge bob]


♥FOUR PLACES I´VE BEEN:
1. Lewis and Clark Caverns
2. Wyoming
3. California [3 times]
4. Yellowstone National Park

♥FOUR PEOPLE WHO REGULARLY SEND ME MAILS:
1. Danie
2. Karter
3. Brittany
4. Kim

♥FOUR OF MY FAVORITE DISHES:
1. Ramen [chicken]
2. Flaming Wok dish
3. Strawberries
4. Cookie dough icecream

♥FOUR PLACES I WISH I WERE RIGHT NOW:
1. Brittany's house
2. Little Ceasar's
3. Light Yagami's closet
4. In happy land

♥FOUR INSANE THINGS I´LL LIKE TO DO: (but won´t do XD..)
1. Run through the hallways of school screaming
2. Jump on some random person's back
3. Spontaneously combust [Look it up,it's weird!]
4. Die my hair pink again

♥FOUR SONGS I LIKE:
1. "The Clincher" by Chevelle
2. "Lover's requiem" By I am Ghost
3. My darkest hour by Scary kids Scaring kids
4. Becoming the Bull by Atreyu

♥FOUR REASONS TO KEEP ON LIVING:
1. You only got 1 life
2. And it's great
3. So shut up
4. And live it.

♥FOUR THINGS I´LL NEVER DO:
1. Commit suicide
2. Break someone's heart
3. Take drugs
4. Go to jail

♥FOUR UNFORGETTABLE DATES:
1. 9/11 [Honor those people =[ ]
2. Halloween! <33
3. Christmas! <3333
4. My birthday and everyone else's birthday!

♥FOUR FAVORITE DRINKS:
1. Mountain Dew
2. Ramune` [Japanese drink]
3. Strawberry Julius
4. Hawian punch,bitch!

♥FOUR WISHES:
1. To get a boyfriend.
2. To make people happy.
3.To become famous.
4. To become a better artist

♥FOUR THINGS I´LL DO BEFORE I DIE:
1. Marry someone!
2. Get famous!
3. Adopt a whole bunch of puppies! <3
4. Change a life

♥I HOPE THIS YEAR (2008) I CAN:
1. Get a life
2. Buy a costume
3. Get a bf.
4. Do better in school.

♥FOUR TRAUMAS IN MY LIFE:
1. My finger 'sploded in a firecracker
2. I got in a car wreck.
3. My grandpa almost died [Thank Jesus he didn't :3]
4. Idk?

♥I CRY WHEN:
1. Sadness!
2. Someone hurts me!
3. Extreme laughter
4. A sad movie

♥FOUR WORDS THAT DESCRIBE YOU:
1. Overly obessive
2. Spontaneous
3. Hillarious
4. Gullable

People who need some lovin':

My husband!
My lover!
My wife!
My other wife!


And everyone else!!!