Hey!

Well..here's the bad news.

My boyfriend broke up with me.
I evidentally was being too jelous for
him, and he got sick of it..
It hurts to know that someone you loved
hates being around you, and wants nothing
to do with you. We were so close and we just started to fall apart.
Well it was my first boyfriend, and I did my best
to love him. But I guess that just wasn't enough.
I cried for three days straight non-stop.
I made a big mistake still trying to talk
to him,thinking he'd take me back, but he got
super annoyed with that, and called me desperate
and annoying. ;( I got mad at him for that
and started to be angrier at him and saying
things that made him feel bad about breaking
up with me. That sure didn't work.
Now he won't even go near me. I keep saying
I'm sorry, but he doesn't believe anything
I say anymore. I don't know who he is
anymore. So I realized that my friends
are right. If that's how he's gona treat
me,then he's not worth it. I just
gave up on him like he gave up on me,
and decided to not even waste my time
trying to talk to him. It hurts, and it
will for some more time, but life goes on.
Even though the pain feels like it'll never
leave.



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Good news!


It's like 2 in the morning, but OH WELL! 8D
I'm in Hawaii right now!
God I almost typed "Oyster" in the Journal title instead of "Other."

Well..back on topic.

It was my birthday March 2nd!
And I had a party and invited , Erika, & Jaz.

Erika was Jesus, and we all had to ask her permission before we did anything, so we hid in my bathroom for like, an hour, surviving on some cookies we grabbed before Erika took me hostage and raped me a few times in the closet.


Wow...


So I've been watching this new-ish show called xxxHolic, and it's REEEEEEEEAALLLLYYYYY amazing! I've been hooked on it non-stop for the past 3 weeks,and I can't get enough! You guys really should watch it. It's WIN!

<3

Hokee,bye.
It's 3 in the morning.

<3 <3 <3